Thursday, May 29, 2008
My Life???
my life.... well i dont know how 2 put in one word........ so here goes...i feel useless,helpless,fithless..hopeless & unwanted...i feel scared most of the tyme....n i hide a lot of things..... my life i a complete lie....eventhough i smile...my smile hide a thousand tears....which goes on every night...i told ppl im ok,im great,im happy as i ever be...but d ruth is my heart is crushing...im crushing n burning 2 the ground...at night...all i can think of is my death...thats where i got the nick nme "ladydeath"..hehe :) nway i bring misery 2 all d ppl i evr care n love about..fmly,fwens..all..they juz happen without my notice....n i felt d guilt all the tyme....all i wanted was 2 b love n care about...huhu
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wow, i will definitely be praying for you. and although that might tick you off and cause you to say "i don't need prayer" yada yada, i'll pray anyway.
just whatever you do, don't even think of suicide.
you are worth way to much to give in to the one who tempts you.
In the book of Matthew, Jesus said "Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows."
Please keep this in mind.
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